I Don't Really Care What People Think

So today was..A day...A Monday actually..Which has never been a day I particularly like..It kills the weekend so to say..But I studied for my psyc test in the morning..And wrote the test in the afternoon..And I think I did pretty well...So that's always nice..Then I went to meet up with my moms at her office because she wanted to get pants and wanted my opinion on them..So were about to leave her office and..Someone calls out " hey is that your daughter that your running out with before introducing me! " so im thinking..Great another random person from work...But next thing I know..This lady's talking about slutty girls..And telling me that her mother always used to tell her books and boys don't mix..And then went on to say that boy will always be there..And sex will always be there and that it never changes ..Even when your 90 you can still have sex..Needless to say.. I didn't know what to do or say..So I just smiled..And smiled some more..It was odd...I don't ever want to meet people from my moms office ever again..That lady scared me..
other than that..All I got for this evening..Is a jog or perhaps a bike ride..Uneventful..Yet calming ..Which I think I could use right about now...So im off..To see the wizard...La la la

I'm Lonely

Well..This has been a rather eventful weekend..Or at least for me to me..Kids camp..What to say..Ill never have children...There high pitched voices and constant bickering..Bah! Now see I don't hate kids..I love em...There wonderful..But in small doses...Like 2 or 3..Not like 130..You know..
As far as procrastination goes..I'm doing Great..Reading week is over..Its Sunday night..And I still haven't even looked at my text book..And I have a test tomorrow...When will I ever learn? Maybe never..But to be honest..I'm completely content with that..Why..I'm still not really sure..
it seems the insomnia is slowly dying..I actually slept at a decent hour last night..Maybe ill go for night 2 today..But I really don't mind being up until the odd hours of the morning..I think..Clearer..Or maybe I think odder..Is odder even a word? Well it is now..But its now time to get down to studying..Or the phone..Whatever one rings first..( yes books don't ring..)

Sometimes I Hate Her So Much It Scares Me

Right now im simply posting for the sake of it..
Yesterday I went to run some errands with a friend..and we ended up having to run down the escalator that goes up..it must have been a sight..and we laughed carelessly...it was one of those random moments..
Then ended up having dinner with a friend whom I haven't hung out with for a long while..so it was nice..food and conversation..
And now I should get back to studying..I don't get it..they give you a week break..reading week..yet make you study and put an exam right after the week off...bastards!

I Want A Blade, It Will Make Things Easier

this one goes back..its an age old question..
but really how much space do you give someone?
and how much time is enough?
and what if you've given them so much time..that time in itself has severed the bond?
so what really is holding on too tight?
doesnt that vary from person to person?
theres sumthing to ponder...

I Always Fake Them And He Never Knows

I came across this today and thought it was interesting...enjoy.

Imagine you are placed in a solid metal cage, you are given enough food and equipment to survive for as long as neccessary. You are told that no body is going to look in the cage during your life or even after your life and that you will never be allowed out of the cage. So you sit there and wonder whether there is a point in trying to stay alive.According to you it is important to try and stay alive simply for the sake of it.How can this make any sense?

Now, imagine it is not just you in the cage, but somebody else of the same gender. Is there anything you can do that gives your life a meaning?I thought not...Now imagine the other person in the cage is of a different gender and you can reproduce together. Is there really any point?

Ok, finally, imagine that there are 6 billion people in the cage together and that no one outside knows they are there, or will probably ever know. Is there really any point at all in them trying to survive?

I Think I'll Always Hate Him For Not Loving Me

I was asked by a friend..to tell him one thing that no one knows about me..and that led to a discussion that ended up in us pouring bits and pieces of ourselves unto one another..which is always really nice..someone who relates to you.. and that inspired me to write down my thoughts.. and i also had a really odd dream last night although i cant recall in detail what it was about..but i know i was crying in my dream..and lookin for someone to hold..but i cant remember why..i should write it down when i wake up..that way the days events cannot erase it from my memory..oh well ill learn for next time..and with that i think im gonna call it a night and go keep my bed company..
enjoy.later.days.

There All Secrets

this seems to be the newest trend..having your own blog..and i figured this is probally as good a way as any to vent slash talk amilessly about my daily life..events and other things on my mind..plus with all this free time on my hands now that im only taking 3 classes this semester i figured why the hell not..it'll pass some time..and probally be kinda fun..who knows..but with that im off ill write later when i have a clear mind. and something to say.
later.days