I Wanted To Die, He Wanted To Live. I'm The One Still Breathing

Things around here went a little crazy and all I need now is out.
I'm heading out of the city tonight, leaving it all to unfold without me here. I will face the wrath when I return, story of my life.
I hope this all works out okay I really don't know what I'm going to do if it doesn't.
I think its a tragedy that some people beg for death to no avail, and sometimes the ones who love life and make every moment count have their lives unexpectedly taken from them.
Fingers crossed , Eyes closed , I'm taking the leap.