Its An Accurate Reflection

I remember where I was this time last year. Its actually recorded here too, one of the reasons I'm writing here again, for a record.
Me/Stoned/Alone
That was where I was this time last year and that is pretty much how the year played out to be perfectly honest. That's how it still is right now. The more things change.....you know how that goes. Same place, same feeling, same deal. I'm pulling out of things I previously felt were necessary, because I know now that they are not. I will not make a relationship or person priority when they are not willing to do the same. I have learned alot and I have hurt alot and now I just want to let go.
It is after all just Me/Stoned/Alone.

Because Women Are Stubborn

You can not change a man.
You can not change a man, wanna know why?
Because they are in their simpliest form.
Its like trying to bend a rock.

There Will Be No Last Chance To Promise To Never Mess It Up Again

I Need To Hear Some Sounds That Recognize The Pain In Me

I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down.
It can't change, can't change, can't change.
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down...
I have only been down it alone.

Thugs and badmen
Punks and lifers

Rest your weary heads, all is well

You won't be torn up tonight
You won't be strung out, cold, shaking to your bones
Wishing you were anywhere else but right here
So dream on

Thieves and muggers
Tricks and hustlers
Cheats and traitors
Scum and low-lives

Rest you weary heard, all is well

You won't be sad or broken tonight
You won't be back-stabbed, double cross, face down
Teeth knocked out, lying in a gutter somewhere
So dream on

Freaks and junkies
Fakes and phonies
Drunks and cowards
Manic preachers

Rest your weary heads, all is well

You won't be pushed or messed with tonight
You won't be lied to, ruffed up tonight
You won't be insane, paranoid, obsessed
Aimlessly wandering through the dark night
So dream on

No You Never Were

This song is so pretty it hurts :)

A Toast, To One More Year

My fingertips are holding onto the cracks in our foundations,
and I know that I should let go,
but I can't.
And everytime we fight
I know it's not right,
everytime that you're upset and I smile
I know I should forget,
but I can't.

For Reasons Unknown

I know I have heard this before...
I guess we have all been through it where we try too much , losing yourself.
But remember, I had to lose myself to love you better.
I didn't know this is where I would be at this time, but we never can, that's supposed to be the great mystery of life right? Not ever knowing what may come next. I don't know what I am in store for but I am ready for whatever.