Glitters

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Someone That You Think That You Can Trust

When I feel like I have it all figured out...
I usually don't.
Sometimes I'm so sure about things and other times that is far from the truth, I wish I knew which one was the best.
Well I guess I wish I knew alot of things. I wish I knew how to keep holding this together. I wish I wanted to like I used to.
Now that your finally in I feel like I have one foot out the door.

Sunday, February 08, 2009

Second Place Consolation Prize

I don't want to put all my trust in you when all I am worth is a "maybe" when for me you are an "absolutely"
I don't want to be second best to everyone else in your life when there is no one else in my life I would rather be with than you.
But I always have been and lately you reminded me that I always will be and that's when it finally sunk it. The hurt and the heartache and the years spent waiting for all these "maybe's" and "one day's" to finally come to light. How much longer am I supposed to wait, I have waited for the last six years...what were supposed to be the best years of my life I spent chasing after you, when all you wanted was "maybe".
So if I am not to be found around here anymore it's because I am heartbroken and have lost the love of my life.

Saturday, February 07, 2009

I Will Go Down With This Ship

It's just that I swear you were made for me.

Till We Do This Again

All you do is look at me with those brown eyes and I just turn to shit.

Friday, February 06, 2009

Bye Bye Birdie

I haven't been writing much on here myself...lately its mostly been posts of lyrics and such. I never used to do that before I noticed, my older posts from the previous years are all my writing and now...not so much. I think I just don't know how to put the way I feel into words anymore and sometimes songs or lines will reflect so well what I think it is I feel.
And plus somethings I have told myself a million times before and if I didn't get it then I don't know what do short of continually repeating myself.
But that's what I feel like I have been doing, repeating things. The nice thing about this blog is the ability to go through and find posts that reflect what I felt then ...and more remarkably still feel now.

I know I have been in this place before, the same fleeting feeling in my heart. I have written about it countless times here and if you skim through the archives of the last year or two you will see it there more than once. But whats the point of these things and experiences if you never learn or grow from them? What is there to gain by running around in circles? I clearly can't answer those questions, if I could I would not be back in this familiar place. I need to learn to BE the change I wish to see....

..he had realized somewhere deep in his gut, “that is my woman. I will do anything to have that woman.”

Wednesday, February 04, 2009

How Life Was Supposed To Be

She's sayin,
"You fuckin them girls disrespectin me?
You don’t see how your lies is effecting me
You don’t see how life was suppose to be
And I never let a man get that close to me
And you ain't cracked up to what you was suppose to be
You always gone you always be were them hoes will be"

And this the first time she ever spilled her soul to me
I fucked up and I know it G
I guess its bittersweet poetry…

Bittersweeeeet,
You're gonna be the death of me
I don't want you, but I need you,
I love you and hate you at the very same time

I Just Want You To Want Me

We took a walk that night, but it wasn't the same
We had a fight on the promenade out in the rain
She said she loved me, but she had somewhere to go
She couldn't scream while I held I close
I swore I'd never let her go
Tell me what you wanna know
Oh come on, oh come on, oh come on
There ain't no motive for this crime
Jenny was a friend of mine
So come on, oh come on, oh come on

I know my rights,
I've been here all day and it's time
For me to go,
so let me know if it's alright
I just can't take this, I swear I told you the truth
She couldn't scream while I held I close
I swore I'd never let her go

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Romeo And Juliet

A lovestruck Romeo, sings the streets a serenade
Laying everybody low with a love song that he made
Finds a streetlight, steps out of the shade
Says something like, "You and me, babe, how about it?"

Juliet says, "Hey, it's Romeo, you nearly gave me a heart attack"
He's underneath the window, she's singing
"Hey, la, my boyfriend's back
You shouldn't come around here, singing up people like that
Anyway, what you gonna do about it?"

Juliet, the dice was loaded from the start
And I bet, and you exploded in my heart
And I forget, I forget.. the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

Come up on different streets, they both were streets of shame
Both dirty, both mean, yes and the dream was just the same
And I dream your dream for you and now your dream is real
How can you look at me, as if I was just another one of your deals?

Well, you can fall for chains of silver, you can fall for chains of gold
You can fall for pretty strangers and the promises they hold
You promised me everything, you promised me thick and thin, yeah
Now you just say, "Oh, Romeo, yeah, you know
I used to have a scene with him"


Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, I love you till I die"

And there's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?

I can't do the talk, like the talk on the TV
And I can't do a love song, like the way it's meant to be
I can't do everything, but I'd do anything for you
I can't do anything except be in love with you


And all I do is miss you and the way we used to be
All I do is keep the beat, and the bad company
And all I do is kiss you, through the bars of a Rhyme
Juliet, I'd do the stars with you any time

Juliet, when we made love, you used to cry
I said, "I love you like the stars above, I'll love you till I die"
There's a place for us, you know the movie song
When you gonna realize, it was just that the time was wrong, Juliet?