My Lost Companion

I have felt for a while now that my life is totally unmanageable. I am so overwhelmed and I have no idea where to go from here and who I can turn to.
My life has slipped out of my hands and I am now drowning.
But it is not like it really matters to anyone anyways.
If this all just ended tonight...or any other night.. it would not have much of an effect on anyone, I am totally disposable to everyone around me.
Totally disposable and easily replaceable.