All I Ever Wanted Was A Real Home, A Place To Belong

I'm on a quest
To find that saving grace
And to find my place in all this craziness.

On Your Marks , Get Ready , Go

I have never in my life felt this way.

Never have I felt as broken, betrayed, and lost as I do now.
Never have I regretted love the way I do now.
Never have I felt so completely alone and foolish to have believed it would turn out otherwise.
Never will I do this again.

A note to myself,
I am so sorry that it had to turn out this way after all you did to try and keep order. But darling there was nothing you could do anymore, You have done far too much already its time to quit. You won't feel broken forever. Just keep on carrying on.