I Always Knew This Would Happen

For a moment, I finally had some direction.
For a moment, I could finally say " Hey you always said I couldn't, but I did so there! "
For a moment, I was blissfully happy.

I did it.
And I thanked god for bringing me out of the rut I was in and I was so ready to work hard and give it all I have.
But its me so it couldn't have worked out all nice and pretty like it should have.
Nope, nothing really seems to work in my favor.
And I didn't even do anything to mess it up.
I just don't get it. And I'm really fucking tired of things always going wrong.

In a moment, it was all taken away.
In a moment, a little piece of me died.