And I Love You To The Bones

No one understands.

My Lost Companion

I have felt for a while now that my life is totally unmanageable. I am so overwhelmed and I have no idea where to go from here and who I can turn to.
My life has slipped out of my hands and I am now drowning.
But it is not like it really matters to anyone anyways.
If this all just ended tonight...or any other night.. it would not have much of an effect on anyone, I am totally disposable to everyone around me.
Totally disposable and easily replaceable.

Easy , Lucky , Free.

I was getting better at updating this thing and then, as per the usual, things begin the gradual decline. I have some things sorted out that I was a bit worried about so that's a nice breath of relief. So I'm going to try and use this more often because it really is a good tool to use to get things out. I read on someone else's blog its kind of there alternative to therapy and I think it could be just that for me too. This is usually where i come to get things out anyways, its nice.

And as for some things, well, they never change.