If My Children Are Ugly I Fear I Will Love Them Less

you say never, and for a moment you actually have me convinced.
but never is a promise and you cant afford to lie.
it was a lie.
never, it means shit to me now.
all the things you say you'd "never" do you've done.
When will you learn?
When will you stop trying to test unknown waters?
When will you find the limit you are pushing towards?
When will this be over?
Will it ever truly be over?