This Void Never Really Went Away

Its just that im too fucking needy.
That I'm so fucking lonely.
That theres always that empty place inside me and as hard as i try to conceal it, i just can't.
Numb.

"Nancy"
"You were my little baby girl/And I knew all your fears/Such joy to hold you in my arms/And kiss away your tears/But now you're gone/There's only pain/And nothing I can do/And I don't want to live this life/If I can't live for you."
-Sid

Substance abuse and a tragic love story. Or was it the substance that they loved and one another that they abused.
A suicide pact?